We are almost there… almost there!

Am constantly reminding myself that it’s just 3 more weeks! Have faith! Everything’s gonna be alright…

Our Last Few Days With Little N.

We are starting to get little flashes of our last few days with Nathan.

Memories are starting to fall back in place- for some reasons, we’ve been having a hard time recalling our days with Nathan.

It does bring fear at times when flashes like this happens but deep inside, I do hope I can remember more things about Nathan when we finally see Sib at the labour ward.

Truth Is, It Is More Than Just Counting Down.

The anxiety. Worries. They are starting to show as the days to her arrival date is nearing. Every single ‘signs’ seem so exaggerated probably from my gynea’s point of view. lol.

Even though the counting down gets us super nervous about everything, I kinda realised what truly matters most to us right now is the time we spend each day with our loved ones, especially with Sib.

It doesn’t matter if something were to happen again… I just don’t want to regret having not spend enough time talking and playing with her. I don’t want to waste my time feeling worried on things that I can’t control anyways.

I Need To Trust God And Have Faith That Everything Will Turn Out Fine.

We are absolutely thankful for all the blessings we have so far, even the loss of Nathan- it doesn’t stop us from feeling thankful for giving Nathan to this family.

So I shall take each day as a blessing from God… thankful for all that we have. Without Him, there will never be ‘us’ now.